It’s Not What You See

Life is so interesting. Sometimes I sit back and just laugh my ass off at the randomness of how life comes at you. I think I have gotten to a point where I am letting go of being worried. 2025 has shown me that I am no match for life. I have zero say in what is coming around the corner. I have experienced so much shit this year, I have to wonder what the fu$k God is preparing me for. And I’m not saying it was all bad stuff. There was high high and low lows. And some things that I’m still scratching my head about.

Like most people I had a plan at the end of 2024. When I tell you I hardly recognize the person who wrote that plan, I am not exaggerating. Life and it’s chaos changed me so much, I am literally learning the new me as we speak. Some days I laugh, other days, massive tears because what??? But in alll of that, here I am. And if you base your opinion of me on just what I look like, you’ll get it wrong every time. Baby I promise, it is not what you see.